ये विचित्र मनोभाव

कभी कभी सोचता हूँ तो चकित रह जाता हूँ कि ये इंसान भी क्या अनोखा है । हर मनुष्य प्यार करता है, ईर्ष्या करता है, लज्जित होता है , ग्लानिबध्ह होता है, दुखी होता है , सुखी होता है, कामुक होता है। आश्चर्य इस बात पर है कि यह सारे भाव यथार्थत सभी में होते हैं । बस किसी में कम तो किसी में अधिक। है कोई मनुष्य जो समझ ही ना सकता हो कि दुखी होने पर क्या बीतती है , या सुख का क्या आनंद होता है या लज्जित होने पर नयन क्यों झुक जाते हैं या प्रेम में कैसे ह्रदय झूम उठता है ? ऐसा प्रतीत होता है कि हम सब एक ही जड़ के अंश हैं । लेकिन यही सोचते सोचते मन में एक जिज्ञासा जाग उठती है । क्या ऐसे भी भाव हैं जिनसे हम अबतक अनभिज्ञ हैं ? इस जीवन में कभी ऐसी परिस्तिथियाँ आयी ही न हों की वह प्रकट हुए हों। साधू-संत कहते हैं कि भगवान् के दर्शन के बाद न कुछ देखने को रह जाता न कुछ इच्छा करने को। कैसा होता होगा वह छड़ जिसमें इंसान बेसुध होकर आनंद की लहरों में डुबकियां लगाते नहीं थकता। क्या मनुष्य की छीड़ बुद्धि उस दशा की कल्पना कर सकती है ? यह तो केवल एक उदाहरण है। और न जाने ऐसे कितने अकल्पनीय भाव होंगे जो हमसे अबतक अछूते हैं, संभवा जिनके बिना यह जीवन-अनुभूति अधूरी रह जाए।

Be your work....

".... if you want to do something well, whatever it may be, any kind of work, the least thing, play a game, write a book, do painting or music or run a race, anything at all, if you want to do it well, you must become what you are doing and not remain a small person looking at himself doing it; for if one looks at oneself acting, one is still in complicity with the ego. If, in oneself, if one succeeds in becoming what one does, it is a great progress. In the least little details, one must learn this. Take a very amusing instance: you want to fill a bottle from another bottle; you concentrate; well, as long as you are the bottle to be filled, the bottle, from which one pours, and the movement of pouring, as long as only you are this, all goes well. But if unfortunately you think at a given moment: " Ah it is going well, I am managing well", the next minute it spills over! It is the same for everything. That is why work is a good means of discipline, for if you want to do the work properly, you must become the work instead of someone who works, you will never do it well. ..."
-The Mother
You can follow this link to know about her http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Mother

Race....a pre-review..no spoilers

I was watching this new Bollywood flick online when my cursed IE played trick on me and rite now I am in the process of waiting for buffer completion. That leaves me with some time to scribble here something about the movie.
So far so good...its a hit entertainer. Saif looks cool while Bipasha is as hot as my laptop..(its really hot), Katrina is cute and Akshay is so and so. Anil Kapoor and Sameera Reddy have just entered the scene and its good to see Sameera in a comic role. Its a good change. Generally actresses are not chosen for the comic roles and so far she has done well. What else...the movie has had few twists so far and is going at a good pace and as my dear room mate says there are going to be many more...so lets wait and see. I think its a good time-killer.

ख़ामोश रात.....

सहमी हवा,
तनहा तनहा दिल अपना,
और दूर कहीं रौशन हुआ,
एक चेहरा...
ये सच है या सपना

...A lovely song from Thakshak

New Year Trip .....

One third of the new year has already fleeted away and am still to reveal how I said good bye to the year that was and welcomed the new year. Boozing...and lots of boozing, thats how I would summarize it. Whether it was New york or Princeton, whether I was in bar or a night club or at home doing nothing or watching India tour Down under, I was drunk most of the time. Each night I used to wake up and say to myself .... I am not drinking again...but if you are with my drunkard room-mate, you shouldn't waste your breath for making such resolves. Being with my beloved and 'langotiya' friend Mishra, who is always ready to lose his senses, also didn't help.
Anyway, I also played and watched lot of cricket in Princeton. But the high point of tour was meeting this cute 'desi' girl in an NY club. Lets call her Pushpakali...thats very close to her real name. But whats in the name. I was looking for some one to talk to in the new year party all the time while my friends were busy grinding stuff ( you know what I mean). And then I met Pushpakali and we had a pretty good talk. I wouldn't go in much detail about how things ended on that front but lets assume that everyone went on to live happily ever after. Anyway, it was great to see the NY hotties completely trashed at the end of new year party. Some were crying, some were being carried by their friends and what not. I don't know why I had so much pleasure out of this, but whatever..it was fun.
So that was all words could explain. To live the experience you got to follow there links...

http://picasaweb.google.com/sheenu.prashant/Photos
http://picasaweb.google.com/sheenu.prashant/Pics_princeton
http://picasaweb.google.com/sheenu.prashant/NY_newYear200708

Next on the list : New year trip

My dear imaginary readers (and real ones too), after a really long gap next on list is the New year/Xmas trip I made to Princeton and NYC, which was a lot of fun and has lot of interesting and eye opening anecdotes. I will try to put it together before it escapes my short term memory...till then thy shall wait with bated breath..

Dedicated to my ...

...earnest dedication to the testing of my first chip. Unfortunately only the circuits people can fully appreciate the song...

Here I am am
this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and Mingoo
And tonight we make our results come true

It's a broken board - it's a new trouble
It's dead because of the temperature chamber
It's a new chip - it's a new test
I've been frying it
Here I am

Here we are - we've just begun
And after all this time - the conference has come
Ya here we are - still generating results
Right here in the testing lab where we belong

Chorus X1

Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and Mingoo
And tonight we make our results come true

Chorus X2

Here I am - making another mistake
And suddenly the paper is totally screwed
Here I am - where I'm gonna die
Now there's no way I am getting my degree
Here I am - this is me

Very Important : There is a parody by Bryan Adams on this song. Please don't listen to it. Or may be you should, to appreciate the order of magnitude with which this is better than that.